Tonight, I’ll write for you something beautiful from the corners in which you’ve flung me. My lion-heart is hungry, devouring light-lidded men who dreamt of galaxies. This nucleosynthesis: we are stars and dust, and I am humbled, proud. These secrets are optimistic. This sacrifice: I am offering you the worst and best of me. I’ve forgotten what beauty is, tonight. My wounds are old. Finally, they’re healing and all I can offer is twenty-six sharp letters. I pray they’ll be gentle enough for you.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Goddess Condemned In Flesh
If I made everything, why did I make you?
If I controlled the tides, I would drown your city
And watch from the roof tops as you burned.
I have God at my side and the Devil closer
They whisper frantically but I cant hear
I think they say to build a pyre
Set the world on top.
I want to be your goddess
Yet I'm in a battle never fought.
I am condemn to silky flesh
Wrapped tight in crimson blood.
I tried to climb Mt. Olympus
But I got hurt and fell down.
::Sigh:: 200 pounds of silver
Another thousand gold
I cant pay the price to be immortal
I am a servant doing as I'm told.
I was infinite as delivered but a flank when measured up
I'm a Goddess draped in mortality
A goof, a fuck up.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
I'm Beautiful
I don't need you to make me feel safe
I was never safe to begin with And i don't need you to love me
I could never believe it And don't pretend not to lie to me
I could never trust you And I don't want to tell you
I am in love with you And I am completely afraid
I am nothing more And I am completely convince
I am just a whore And I know more than ever
I am just a game And I know that you tell her
I am just a pain And I hear you not tell me
I am so in love And I hear you tell her
I (copy and paste the above) And I don't want it to be true
I don't want to hear the sound And I just want to go back in time
I want you back in town And I wish you never have a phone
I want to be happy And I wish you wish for me
I have a life, that's so crappy And if I could feel safe
I could lay in your arms And if I could trust you
I would never be harmed And if you really do love me
I will be happy and calm And I believe you do love me
I confused... what's going on... And I'm losing my mind
I'm stuck in a game And you are the player
I am the dame And you are my knight
I am stuck in the tower And you didn't come save me
I am the liar? And you waited it out
I saved my own And you acted like the hero
I walked home And you paraded the town
I painted it red And I lost what it meant
I die in bed. And you found me
I was postmortem And you cried
I did too before hand And you never gave a shit
I tried so hard And you still say you love her
I just held on...