I'm Beautiful

I don't need you to make me feel safe
I was never safe to begin with And i don't need you to love me
I could never believe it And don't pretend not to lie to me
I could never trust you And I don't want to tell you
I am in love with you And I am completely afraid
I am nothing more And I am completely convince
I am just a whore And I know more than ever
I am just a game And I know that you tell her
I am just a pain And I hear you not tell me
I am so in love And I hear you tell her
I (copy and paste the above) And I don't want it to be true
I don't want to hear the sound And I just want to go back in time
I want you back in town And I wish you never have a phone
I want to be happy And I wish you wish for me
I have a life, that's so crappy And if I could feel safe
I could lay in your arms And if I could trust you
I would never be harmed And if you really do love me
I will be happy and calm And I believe you do love me
I confused... what's going on... And I'm losing my mind
I'm stuck in a game And you are the player
I am the dame And you are my knight
I am stuck in the tower And you didn't come save me
I am the liar? And you waited it out
I saved my own And you acted like the hero
I walked home And you paraded the town
I painted it red And I lost what it meant
I die in bed. And you found me
I was postmortem And you cried
I did too before hand And you never gave a shit
I tried so hard And you still say you love her
I just held on...